I have decided that what I really need in my life right now is a game plan. I need to start figuring out what I want in life and how I am going to get there. One way I figure I can come up with a game plan for my life is to decide on ten short term goals that I want to accomplish by the end of the year. Here are the ten that I have decided are the ones I want to meet by the end of 2010. They are in no particular order.
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Ten Things to Accomplish By Years End
Tuesday, April 27th, 2010Internal Conflict #1
Sunday, April 18th, 2010
As I sit here watching Goal 2 and talking to my friend Mikey online, I am struggling to get the words out that I would like to express in this blog posting. Expressing myself has never been an easy task for me. Nevertheless, here I sit, trying my hardest to put my feelings and express my thoughts into this blog post. Here is my attempt to share one of my internal conflicts. More will follow in the next few weeks.
If you have been reading my blog on a regular base for the last few months, you will have read that I attended an anxiety and depression group. This group has since been cancelled, so I now meet with the psychologist that was suppose to run this group on a one-on-one base. During the last meeting, I came to realize that one of the biggest obstacles in living the life I want to live is dealing with the conflicts in my life. What I mean by this is it seems that there are two sides in my life to several important issues and I have not yet concluded on which side I want to be. Sometimes it is one side, other times the other side seems to be winning.
Anxiety and Depression – Email from a Reader
Friday, March 12th, 2010A few weeks ago I recevied an email from a gentleman whom expressed to me that he too has been dealing with anxiety. He also dealing with depression as well. In his email, he told me about how he recently attended a weekly class at his a local church (He too is Catholic). He didn’t say what the focus point of this class was, but he did mention that after attending it, he has felt more anxeity and depression then he was feeling. The reason he relates to this are several topics they discussed in this class, which were masturbation and acting on homosexuality. He asked if I had any idea of why his panic attacks and depression has increased due to this.I did try to respond to his email, but for some reason it came back as being undelivable. So I have decided to post the email here in hopes that he will come back to my blog and read it and/or someone else that is dealing with a similar problem may gain something from it. Here is my response:
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